A Letter to Santa Claus

Dearest Santa Claus,

I hope you are doing well.  I know you must be pretty caught up these days delivering gifts all over the world. I had last written my last letter to you when I was just 8 years old. Today I am writing to you again exactly after 20 years. After my 9th birthday I realized that you're only a myth cause I stopped getting any more gifts from you and look at me today ... penning down this letter to you with hope all over my face. Well, I know what you're thinking right now... Do I believe in you? Yes, I do.

Let me come straight to the point .. I have been a very bad boy all throughout the year. I have made a lot of people upset ... a lot of people cry.

 Please don't tear this letter .. Please read further ..

I know that fact that you only gift those people who have been good all throughout the year and considering my bad track record  I don't deserve any new gifts at all. Honestly, I don't want anything new and fancy..

Can you please return me back all that I have lost?? Please...

People around me often ask me to move on. They keep telling me that what ever happens.. happens for the good. But then I am blessed with a stupid stubborn heart that refuses to listen to anyone. So could you please return back all that I have lost? I should usually be asking God all this but its been close to a year now since we had a decent conversation. Earlier we were like buddies .. Really.

You must me wondering what am I talking about right?

Firstly I have lost my peace of mind. I cannot sleep at nights .. I cannot think straight. I usually end up getting in a state of depression and trust me I hate it. Boys of my age are settled down in life or maybe partying hard somewhere and look at me Santa.. I'm still trying to figure out my life. Sounds crazy right? Do you need any assistance in distributing gifts tonight? I'm very much available. So could you please give me my peace of mind back?

Secondly its all about losing the one you Love. It is heart breaking when you lose the one you love the most, isn't it Santa? And the catch here is that I still don't know where did I go wrong. I try hard not to think about my past but I end up thinking about it at least a few times everyday and those thoughts are enough to shake me up totally. Honestly, there are so many people out there who love me and really want to be with me. Then why am I finding it so difficult to erase my past? Do you have a magical eraser or something of that sort that can delete the memories of my past? Love can make you or break you .. It tore me apart Santa. I have been raised on a diet of almonds I guess, forgetting things are really getting difficult now. I know she is never going to come back ... May be I was never worth it after all.  I've lost my ability to think straight.Could you please give me back my ability to think straight. My ability to differentiate between whats good for me and whats bad for me?

Thirdly its about losing my ambitions .. losing my identity. You know Santa, off late I have become so ambition less. I've lost the zeal of making it big in life. I'm slowly losing my identity too. I once used to be the life of every party and look at me today. I've created a shell around me ... I try hard to break it but every time I try doing that I fail miserably and somewhere down the line its all connected to the heart break. Well I don't blame anyone for my current situation. I'm solely responsible for all the mess around me then why am I behaving like I'm blind? Like I cannot see anything that's going on around me... Like a cranky child who just refuses to listen to anyone. What is wrong with me? Could you please help me in getting my ambitions and identity back.

Lastly could you please tell my grandmother that I love her very much? I lost my grandmother on the 22nd of December and I only regret that fact that I didn't tell her that I loved her enough. How would I? I was lost in my own world full of sorrows and confusion ... Today I realize what have I've lost when she's not around.. I miss the way she called me "Sabi Boy" ... I know you're in good terms with the Almighty and you can walk in to the gates of heaven anytime. Could you please do this for me? Could you please tell her that I love her very much and that I'm sorry for not being there around her during her last days... I'm a bad grandson right? I told you earlier, that I have been a very bad boy.

People like me think from the heart and that's exactly what screws up everything, I guess. I don't really care what you think about me Santa. Whatever I've written today, I've written it straight from my HEART.

                                                                                                                Merry Christmas Santa,
                                                                                                                Thanks & Regards,
                                                                                                                Sabi.

Real MEN don't RAPE

India is going to the dogs at a rapid pace. "RAPE" being one of the main reason for this down fall apart from corruption and hypocrisy. Are women safe in my Country?  Are little girls safe in my country?  I don't think so and you would agree to this.

Whenever an unfortunate woman gets raped the first thing we do is blame the Indian government. Does that actually make sense? I mean ... I personally do not like the way our Government works but I wouldn't blame the government for a rape case. Yeah ... I know that the government should be imposing capital punishment for all these bastards who have the nerves to commit a crime like rape. But then as mentioned earlier, I personally do not like the way our Government works. We enjoy playing the blame game, don't we?

Whom do we blame then?? Do we blame women for wearing short skirts and showing their cleavage in public at times?? Well the Hypocrite Indian Society would shout "YES" to this question in chorus.  So a woman gets raped and she gets blamed for it too because she instigated rape. I have heard this several time and I simply had to mention this piece of crap here. I would like to ask how do girls as young as 4 and 5  instigate rape?? We Indians have reached the orbit of Mars but our mentality still sucks. Just a handful of my fellow countrymen are sane and I am not ashamed to say this. The entire country has passed a verdict that "Delhi is unsafe for women." Women are unsafe everywhere. If rape has to happen, it will happen. "Delhi ko unsafe bata diya .. Apna kaam khatam" this is the mentality of people around you and me. 

Whom do we blame then?? Ummmmm ... Let me think ... BINGO!! I got the answer. A few fucked up pervert rapist minds around us.  Now once again this judgement is purely based on my opinions. Your opinion may still be stuck on to women and their clothes. It's really sad that you still think  in that direction.

I was watching a popular reality show called Roadies on M.tv the other day and the judges posed a question to all its contestant. "Whom should be blamed for raped?" - Women and their short clothes was a prompt reply given by one of the contestants. What was more shocking was that the contestant was a girl and what was even more shocking was that she was pursuing a course in journalism and this is exactly why I said that India is going to the dogs. An 18 year old male contestant said that women have to be blamed for rape because they go to pubs and get drunk and make awkward postures which tempt the men around them. Now I seriously wish I could call up this little bastard and tell him that even if a woman decides to roam nude on the roads, no man has got the fucking rights to rape her. I was really disgusted with most of the answers. But I don't blame them. I blame the environment that they were born and brought up in so directly or indirectly I am blaming their parents for inculcating such wonderful values in them. Small mentalities can at times ruin big things. I did mention about hypocrisy before right?? Well this is exactly why I mentioned it. 

The mentality of these people may or may not change. My only area of concern at the moment is a rapist mind.  What gives birth to a rapist mind?? If you as me I would say "The Hypocrite Indian society" for we have the habit of blaming women, don't we?

 To all the rapists out there, You are born out of a women then how on earth can you treat a woman like a sex object .. for god sake!! I sometimes wonder if your Mother and Sisters are safe in your company for you are disgusting. Don't you feel a shiver up your spine when you hear the girl scream for mercy? How can you bastards be so cold? Don't you fear God? Will you be able to face yourself in the mirror after committing this crime? So many questions to ask a rapist mind but I am sure I will get no answers since these bastard ain't human. I can't even call them animals. I seriously do not want to offend any animal here for I am sure they too have some basic moral values. Rapist are people that will continue to exist around us so will all the rape. Bitter fact .. But true.

So what is the plan of action? What do we do? It is my sincere request to all my brothers out there ... If you see any guy misbehaving with a girl please do not sit back and watch the show. Be man enough and try stopping that cowardly act. You don't need brawn ... All that you need is a heart. We all have one, don't we? Misbehavior is often a stepping stone towards rape. I am sure many of you would agree to this. Now its time to address all my sisters out there. Please for god sake stop pretending that you're a weaker sex. If you can bear the pain of giving birth then I am sure that you are stronger than a man. The trick is pretty simple, when in a sticky situation please scream your lungs out of help. India proudly stands at the 2nd position with regards to population and most of the time someone or the other is always around you and if that fails kick a man in between his legs. I repeat ... Kick a man in between his legs.. Phew, I sure a few of you are still thinking. Let me make it simple, Kick a man in his Balls. Got it?? Also please do carry a pepper spray. I am not sure if it works thought. But there is not harm in carrying the little spray along with your make up right??  Plus there are so many helpline applications available in the market now for smartphone users. Please use them instead of playing those stupid candy games. Be alert!!!

I would like to sum it up by saying that not all MEN are the same. "Real MEN don't RAPE"